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There was this man, who I got to know by quite a special way; by hiring him to my farm.
Little by little the situation started to develop... to something I thought was meant to happen, something special, which we continued despite the long distance and language barrier.
And I fell in love with him.
I even promised to be all his and wait until we meet again. And I kept my promise, even if there were plenty of chances to break it. How amazing it would have been after a long time of waiting.
But he never was mine, he was just playing with me. He lied to me and deceived me. Apparently everything between us was just my imagination.
I gave him several chances to tell that he has been with someone else, a confession would have made me feel at least a little bit better and I would have a chance to say goodbye, but he didn't even bother answering, I didn't even get an apology. He hurt me really bad. I never thought that he'd be so cold and evil...
Hopefully he's happy now, I don't even know if he bothers to read this, but I have to write this, it just might make me feel better.
I have to continue my life, especially because of my children who are wondering why their mom is always so sad.
I will definitely always remember this different kind of love of mine and also the pain and agony I'm feeling at the moment.
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Tässä Miun hyvä teksti muutaman pikku korjauksen kanssa =)
Little by little the situation started to develop... to something I thought was meant to happen, something special, which we continued despite the long distance and language barrier.
And I fell in love with him.
I even promised to be all his and wait until we meet again. And I kept my promise, even if there were plenty of chances to break it. How amazing it would have been after a long time of waiting.
But he never was mine, he was just playing with me. He lied to me and deceived me. Apparently everything between us was just my imagination.
I gave him several chances to tell that he has been with someone else, a confession would have made me feel at least a little bit better and I would have a chance to say goodbye, but he didn't even bother answering, I didn't even get an apology. He hurt me really bad. I never thought that he'd be so cold and evil...
Hopefully he's happy now, I don't even know if he bothers to read this, but I have to write this, it just might make me feel better.
I have to continue my life, especially because of my children who are wondering why their mom is always so sad.
I will definitely always remember this different kind of love of mine and also the pain and agony I'm feeling at the moment.
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Tässä Miun hyvä teksti muutaman pikku korjauksen kanssa =)
