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Alkuperäinen kirjoittaja Miu:There was this man, who I got to know by quite a special way; by hiring him to my farm.
Little by little the thing started to develop... to something I thought it was meant to happen, something special, which we continued despite the long distance and language barrier.
And I fell in love with him.
I even promised to be all his and wait until we meet again. And I kept my promise, even if there was plenty of chances to break it. How amazing it would have been after a long time of waiting.
But he never was mine, he was just playing with me. He lied to me and deceived me. Apparently everything between us was just my imagination.
I gave him several chances to tell that he has been with someone alse, confession would have made me feel even a little bit better and I would have a chance to say goodbye, but he didn't even bother answering, I didn't even get an apologise. He hurt me really bad. I never thought that he'd be so cold and evil...
Hopefully he's happy now, I don't even know if he bothers to read this, but I have to write this, it just might make me feel better.
I have to continue my life, especially because of children who are wondering why their mom is always so sad.
I will definitely always remember this different kind of love of mine and also the pain and agony I'm feeling at the moment.
Laita tämä, on hyvin käännetty. Ja vielä hali sulle, toivottavasti aika helpottaa suruasi.